its about four more months to christmas.

and about four more hours to my holidays.
maybe its a time for healing and rest.

and i guess that i really need this.
a break.
for assholes from work.
for real emotional healing.
to simply stop thinking of ben.

because it hurts more everytime i think about him.

and i always hate the replies he gives me.

holiday, here i come.

christmas, please dont.